Rise from the Ashes

Someone I truly admire has said the words I finally needed to hear.
'You should know it in your being,if you listen to the truth inside you.'
The words have woken me up from a deep sleep.
I have been a hollow version of myself.
Not fair to me or others.
I use to see and feel the magic and horror in everything.
I have began to walk backwards and reverse  the progress I have made on myself.
This person was referring to an end, but I wish to refer to a beginning.
A new one at that.
Opening my ears to the sound of my truth and my voice over the music I have created myself as a distraction.
To hear that I need a change.
To find the passion I was once admired for.
I need to find the new me to live at peace with the old me.
No longer in limbo with grey skies and unclear feelings.
The end of misery's reign at last.
It begins tonight.
I will rise from the ashes, as I have many times before <3